Lonely Day

Lonely Day

October 12, 2012: I am working on Saturday when there are not many people at work in my office. He is sleeping soundly in his bed in Cambodia. I’m missing you alone and leave him many messages as i want to even no reply. I’m thinking how he sleeps and what he is dreaming about... I’m thinking if he is thinking of me in his sleep... Missing my baby so much!

Time is killing me! I am living like dead because my heart is not with me. My feeling is flying somewhere. It’s been stolen by you. I’m walking alone on the street and i hear nothing only silence voice in my head while my heart is somewhere far away. There thousands of people around but I’m still all alone and quiet in me.

When I am sitting on the bus or the train… People are talking to each other and they are laughing but I can’t hear them because my ear is listening to something else that is not here. I sometimes hear the voice of you from somewhere with the wind blow. I sometimes saw something that is not existed in front of me is your shadow.