After several years friendship, in 2011, they met and played table tennis together. I had a lot of fun ... I like his nature and love to hear his laughing so much! I know that he got a girlfriend so I told myself not to think of anything more than just a friend. I keep telling myself that we are friend and told myself to be happy for him and congratulate him with another girl.
We only meet by chance not appointment or date. I left Cambodia in 2001 july to live here. I can do it just fine becoz I'm not giving him any part of my heart yet. Now, I'm in the states, we always keep in touch thru fb and he call me sometimes but I never answer his calls I was at work and I didn't know that was him becoz it showed unknown in my phone. One day, I called him! He is a nice guy who is kind, friendly and sweet! We communicated more after I called him and we share our feeling.
Now, I miss him to death. I cry every time I'm alone and think of him. I can’t stay calm if i didn’t hear from him kn the morning. I can’t go to sleep without talking to him. I miss him like we used to have million memories together...! I never think of someone like this before and think of marriage and how we treat each other in the future.
Now I see everything around me slowly, empty and quiet... I think I have love sickness. I keep thinking and heard his voice in my ears all the times at work, at home, in my sleep and while I'm taking shower and When I'm driving too. I see his sweet smiling face at me everywhere I look. I imagined that he hold me and kiss me sometimes :) I'm crazy! I can see that we play and we laugh on the beach and walking by holding hands. Am I really that crazy about him? I imagine that I fall asleep in his arms. Suddenly, I feel want to touch his face, his body and touch him gently all over and make him feel the best and happiness in this world! I want him to smile peacefully and enjoy what I am to him.
I wish to be his good wife who always be there for him when he needs me. I want to the one for him who give him courage and strength and assist him. I want to be the one who make his world beautiful!
To be his forever!
